IN TRANSITION

My journey is in transition, I'm moving to the precipice, about to turn into a Student Midwife.

I have been considering this for the last 13years give or take months here or there wrapped in other preoccupations, and now, blimey! I'm looking over that big edge, about to jump...

Tomorrow, 10am , I have to turn up at the QMC hospital and find my way to the Midwifery Education Centre.

I am nervous, delighted, excited, strong, scared, emotional, and completely convinced I will turn up and they will say '' sorry we made a mistake..''!
I still can't believe I am here. Tomorrow the big day.For all of us here in my house, our home.
The kids just think it's funny that I have to have an upside down one strap watch.
They don't know HOW BIG this is, this jump.
I'm glad for that ..for now.